It's time.

21 years old now.still hopelessly single.

Had some same horrible nightmares a few days ago,dreamt i had a very lonely future and faced various agonizing death.

Are those messages from above?whatever it is it doesn't sound or looked good,and i dont want to end it that way.

Well,it's time to call down the thunder.
after years of hard practicing,unknown by the outside world, a skill which ive prefected is ready to surface.

i guess it's time.

Nothing New

Skipped blogging for 1 month plus now due to the crappy internet back home,anyway,that's not the main point.some updates that are needed to be recorded:

1. results out,not too bad,quite satisfied,improving.
2. fucking pissed with myself for not able to install Starcraft2 in my pc.
3. mind's blank dunno what to write.
4. oh yeah,ive been stopped smoking for almost 150-160 days,lost track of counting the days already,anyway,that's not the main point as well.
5. got a new haircut about a week ago,quite satisfied wi maself.

that's it.

Updates (3)

approximately 14 more days to the final examination.been studying like rojak,many subjects still havent finish covered yet.God please look after me,for this remaining two weeks,ima be like a goddamn machine studyin non stop 24/7.please lord make my wish come true,all i need is some additional brain juice.amen.
stop no smoking days(SNSD) = 76 fays.=P

Buat Bodoh.

boy : heyy
girl : hiii
boy : ....
(girl walks past...)
boy : heyy i still dont know your name?(=
girl : oh hi,my name is (xxx)=)
boy : silenced (buat bodoh,turns n walks away...)
girl : ...

WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!

Break-post

Back to the nest in Ipoh,slept for 13 hours,forced myself to stay away from assignments and studies for 48 hours, feels good. =)
SFD(smoke free days)=63 days.=)))))))))

好想回家 =（

念父，念母，念弟；
好无助，好无奈，好念家；
酒是故乡浓，月是故乡明，人是故乡熟。

Today.

Today is a very normal day,finally finished all my 6 midterm papers(SERIOUSLY fucked up 2 papers,mildly fucked up 1 more paper and the remaining 3 papers i did reasonably well). so now im off with assignments~

ohh ya,52 smoke free days now,fucking proud of my sheer willpower,makes me feel like a king.

wuahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

绝世绝句

绝世绝句：-
段家曾曰：-
伤昼悲暮，怨天忧地，独守孤城，依盼红颜。

Updates (2)

Not much updates.
First of all,wanna thank You Quan for being the sole reader of my humble blog.No one ever read my blog because of it's utter stupidity and it's full of mundanely senseless retarded posts.
Yo, Quan,I know it sounds quite gay but thanks for reading my blog which's full of hatred, sorrow and despair.

Continuance.

40 days now and still going strong.smoke free.

A Day To Remeber

Tonight , 29th of July 2010 - the night ive stopped smoking for almost 30 days straight,it's all about the heart,i have a strong heart,when i said it , i meant it.
Fuck you all haters who said i cannot quit !

Flapping My Lips

Few things are needed to be recorded for the day.

Well,

1st-already living approximately 20days without smoking,with or without cigarettes ,lungs just feel the same, contaminated as usual.

2nd-heading church t subang this weekend and going back Ipoh straight after Sunday service.Plans to spend the whole holiday studying,wonder if i can make it or not.

3rd-plans 2 look for n purchase(if available) long sleeved gak zai sam and slim denim jeans arh !

Lesson of the day

To die with honor or survive without dignity?
survival or honor?
which to choose??

Equation of P.O.L

P.O.L = S + M

a simple yet meaningful equation.

P.O.L = purpose of living

s = survival

m = material

Explanation ?

we live to survive , we survive to earn $ , without $ we cannot survive , unable to survive , what's the purpose of living? just go fucking die.

Updates.

Approximately 14 days now,still not smoking YET,it's starting to piss me off.WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME???!!!MIDTERM EXAMS ARE NEAR AND STRESS IS BUILDING UP AND WHY THE FUCK I STILL DON'T FEEL LIKE SMOKING??!!

Next,i'll get a GIRLFRIEND in one months time. u all just watch!i swear in the love of GOD's name !
amen.

Something's not right.

Something's not right,it just doesn't add up.i cant believe ive stopped SMOKING for almost 8 days straight,didn't even thought of taking a puff.something's really fucking wrong going on here.

Skinniness.

A Girl

Yesterday , a GIRL came and ask my name,i replied and I think i scared the piss out of her.

我！

我是一个见死不救的人。

Pictures

webcam sessions with the handsome boys from aussie.