A Day To Remeber

Tonight , 29th of July 2010 - the night ive stopped smoking for almost 30 days straight,it's all about the heart,i have a strong heart,when i said it , i meant it.
Fuck you all haters who said i cannot quit !

Flapping My Lips

Few things are needed to be recorded for the day.

Well,

1st-already living approximately 20days without smoking,with or without cigarettes ,lungs just feel the same, contaminated as usual.

2nd-heading church t subang this weekend and going back Ipoh straight after Sunday service.Plans to spend the whole holiday studying,wonder if i can make it or not.

3rd-plans 2 look for n purchase(if available) long sleeved gak zai sam and slim denim jeans arh !

Lesson of the day

To die with honor or survive without dignity?
survival or honor?
which to choose??

Equation of P.O.L

P.O.L = S + M

a simple yet meaningful equation.

P.O.L = purpose of living

s = survival

m = material

Explanation ?

we live to survive , we survive to earn $ , without $ we cannot survive , unable to survive , what's the purpose of living? just go fucking die.

Updates.

Approximately 14 days now,still not smoking YET,it's starting to piss me off.WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME???!!!MIDTERM EXAMS ARE NEAR AND STRESS IS BUILDING UP AND WHY THE FUCK I STILL DON'T FEEL LIKE SMOKING??!!

Next,i'll get a GIRLFRIEND in one months time. u all just watch!i swear in the love of GOD's name !
amen.

Something's not right.

Something's not right,it just doesn't add up.i cant believe ive stopped SMOKING for almost 8 days straight,didn't even thought of taking a puff.something's really fucking wrong going on here.